personal paradox of hedonism

This inevitable tendency to overindulge.

I may live in a third world nation with salaries barely making it to the next payday but I overindulge almost everyday.

Not that I’m paid a hefty sum. And neither do I came from a certain echleon of society.

Maximizing pleasure – An intrinsic good with the ultimate absence of pain.

Characterized by the immediacy of sensory perceptions, divulge reality.

Who wouldn’t want that?

A state of peace and freedom from fear.

Debunked by my own words. I hope you’d agree.

wasting time

If there’s a pit of wasted time in hell, it’s gonna be over flowing now.

Too much time spent on useless things. Such time could’ve been used to heal the wounds left by misunderstanding.

Time is of the essence. Time is gold. Time is cliche.

As I’ve said before, too much of an idea for us to comprehend.

Then again, do we really waste time? Or does time waste all hopes to redeem peace with one’s self?

tirades

I may be 24 years young with no slight idea of being in love, but I’d discern a troubled heart when I see one.

Or in this case, read one.

Too bad I’m not sympathetic to feelings elaborately elaborated by words in means this modern age has given us.

I may be technologically-abled and introvertedly savvy but I know how to relay a simple message through personal encounters.

I take back that I’m not sympathetic, I am. It’s just that there are better ways to say them.

I may be less of a man you’d expect from one, but I’d man-up when such times in life would require.

worst place on earth

The worst place on earth is in my mind.

Beyond the prefunctory functions of my brain is the birth of a mind.

It seems a total disconnect with everything from the outside and all other bodily functions within – my mind has a mind of its own.

Not to be too idiom-heavy.

Not to be overly transgressive on the paradigm of quite many – such thoughts are uncharted territories. Even to me.

Even now, I cannot fathom that of unfathomable broods of the mind.

Nuggets of wisdom neither I wouldn’t even dare understand.

The thing is, such autonomy dictates, lashes, and scourges the unprepped.

To own one, awkward and self preserving.

Conversations with a Friend

It’s really frustrating.

You won’t manage to gain enough credit for the things you work really hard for.

But in the end, it’s with the people that believes in you, you garner courage. With people who impedes – take away what’s rightfully yours, you gain the thirst to achieve. Not with money, not with power.

With a clean conscience, you are dignified.

With prudence you manage to define the things that really matter in the greater scheme of things.

Without the need to prove, you manage to see beyond what’s in front of you.

The works of an Animal scurries the weak – the strong endures.