argh.
i never thought it would go up to this point. i have this feeling or thought that’s bothering me these past few weeks. it’s the same reason why i don’t get to update this. i still have these thoughts in the pool of my mind waiting for letters to copulate and construe the very idea that i, too, have a life of my own.
but i’d get this feeling of loneliness. or of jealousy. or just plain guilt of the notoriety of a deed so inconsequentially fitting to a person, such as me.
i get frustrated. or i just feel tired.
